Monday, May 09, 2005

Grey's Anatomy 1x07 The Self Destruct Button

Ok, anyone who says you can sleep when you die, tell them to come to me after a few months as an intern. Of course it's not just the job that keeps us up all night. I mean if life’s so hard already then why do we bring more trouble down on ourselves, what's with the need to hit the self destruct button.

Maybe we like the pain, maybe we're wired that way, because without it I don't know maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying, why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.
All i can say is AMEN sister!!!

C

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Good Advice

Today i read my horoscope, it has some good advice

"Follow through with your ideas if you want to start making money. You are creative and have potential, so stop second-guessing yourself."

I guess i better get my butt in gear and start doing stuff with my life.

Avril Lavigne

My tickets arrived yesterday. The Avril Lavigne concert is a go. I'm not on the floor, but i'm in good enough seats to still have an awesome time. July 30 is the big day!!!

Monday, May 02, 2005

Excel

Today i was asked to do the unthinkable, automate excel on the server to serve xls files to users. I cringe at this thought. Not only is automating excel dangerous on the server, it's also time consuming to built compless tables of data. The strings required in memory are expensive on server performance, not to mention if you get caught in an infinite loop (by forgetting to call MoveNext()).

I have done it though. I have managed to automate excel on the server by first creating a file using tabs, then before i serve it out, setting the following guys:

Response.ContentType = "application/vnd.ms-excel"
Response.AddHeader "Content-Disposition", "filename=custom_export.xls"


This isn't so difficult. ContentType tells IE the file your downloading is an excel sheet, if you have excel installed, IE will take car of everything. The "Content-Disposition" tells IE the file name you want to use, otherwise they could save the document as anything, including a aspx page. The hardest thing to do is find these two gems and remember to set them. Once that's done, you can party on!

Now i am proud, i have pseudo automatted excel on the server, i'd rather do this with VSTO, but hey, i will settle for this now and convert to VSTO later.

TTYL,
C

Friday, April 29, 2005

The Killers

Wow,

What an awesome concert. The Killers totally rocked! I was thoroughly impressed. The lead singer has a bit of an ego, but who doesn’t in the music industry. I still enjoyed the show. It was total high energy and filled with enthusiasm. I would go to their next concert if there new album is anything like the new song they performed last night. I was quite impressed the lead swore a suit, especially under those hot stage lights.

They played:
Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine
Mr. Brightside
Smile Like You Mean It
Somebody Told Me
On Top
Change Your Mind
Believe Me Natalie
Midnight Show
Everything

Awesome how, I can't wait until I go to Vancouver for the Alanis Morissette concert.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Definition of Insanity

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result"
Author: Albert Einstein

Deep Dive

The Deep Dive today was totally awesome. Dan Sellers and Kate Gregory entertained about 500 weary eyed programmers looking at code on a theater screen. Dan did an awesome job of demonstrating Excel automation. Kate on the other hand, burned Dan pretty good with the comment, "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result".

Kate showed us some serious VSTO and normal Whidbey and it funciton A-OKAY. I just can't wait to get my copy of Visual Studio 2005 Beta 2.

Monday, April 25, 2005

Eight Easy Steps

How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment

How to defer to men in solve-able predicaments

How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you

How to have that not work and have them run away from you

How to keep people at arm's length and never get too close

How to mistrust the ones you supposedly love the most

How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone

How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone

How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite

How to hate god when you're a pray-er and a spiritualist

How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success

How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else

How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself

How to numb a la holic to avoid going within

How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything

Change

I was watching a "Whoopi Goldberg: Back to Broadway". It was good, very entertaining, she hit home about many things. One thing that resonated with me was her analogy about change.

"Change is inevitable. It's going to happen no matter what you do, you can pull it, you can cut it, you can burn it, it doesn't matter, it happens whether you participate or not. And now the question becomes, do you participate on your knees, or do you participate standing straight up in the way that's most comfortable for you."

That is so true. I have decided that I will stand up and participate. Change will happen no matter what you do to stop it. Either you can participate or not. Participation is always better than not. It might be a bit scary, it might be a little terrifying, but the most terrifying things in life usually end up being worth the most sacrifice. You can't live on an island anymore, it just doesn't work, no one is isolated, everyone is connected.

I also like the quote Whoopi used from her trip to Amsterdam. She visited the Ann Frank house. She said there were large black and white photographs hanging from the ceiling. They looked like they were suspended in midair. She said the pictures were very disturbing, they showed people being dragged out into the streets. She new that could not happen in America. In America no one would stand by and let you get dragged out into the street for speaking out against the government, and in America no one would stand by and let you door get kicked in and dragged out because of your Religious preference. And she was certain that no one would stand by and let your door get kick in because of your sexual preference that stuff just doesn't happen. She had seen how far they had come. America is the country where you get to believe whatever you want to, that’s just the way it is. Then on her way out, she saw a sign, it had a quote on it, the quote read, "In spite of everything, I still believe there is good in people". She was very angry about this, she was loud, "how can you say that after what I’ve seen in here", until she read the author of the quote, Ann Frank.

That also resonated with me. After all the bad stuff that's gone on in our World, I still believe people want to do the right thing. We can get blinded by hatred, jealously, or fear, but at the end of the day, I don't believe people are inherently evil.

Change is coming, many new and scary things are coming. Preferences are changing, people are starting to notice what's going on, and they aren't going to take it anymore. "I'll be watching you" she hummed from the stage, "I'll be watching you, every more you make every vow you break, i'll be watching you, George"

What an awesome show. I must watch it again.

Friday, April 22, 2005

DotNetCalgary User Group

The User Group is up and running. Check it out, http://groups.msn.com/DotNetCalgary, joining is free.

We are currently going through a reorganization. Once that is done, new stuff will be happenening. It's gonna be totally awesome. Best part, it's free. If you want to volunteer that is great, if you just want to come to the presentations, that's cool too.